Tarpit

hide the scars with large tattooos


outside skin, no looking in


begging a memory to stop beating me


mommy never let's go of the blow by blow


testing my faith, but it's her fucking god





lied to men with hidden smiles


bleeding sin, no giving in


he thinks it's love, I'm afraid again


anger only thought I know I know


testing my patience, but I'll never love





take the pills to be all healed


ride the train, must not explain


holding into you ideas of whom I must be


beating myself up to conform a show you know


testing my lifespan, but we don't get out alive