I got drunk got stupid,
got laid by the CHP
My mother won't admit that I hate her and
I wish she would leave my mind so I can live now
I wish she would have just been kind instead of.....
I got lost, I got bitten, got out of the old city
my lover won't let me get near his "inner child"
I wish he would put his clothes on, put away his drum
I wish he would have just been more whole inside
I got old, got tired, got into another dream
My confidence is dependent upon nobody needing me
I wish I would have ambition just to follow in
my direction, my revelations what is meant to be
I got laid, got turned on by a face on the TV
my orgasmic self punding alone in spastic glee
I wish I would have been able to deal with another
I wish I had more batteries to play within
